Un Conditional

In the first year after we first met There was something was there. That spark In each other’s hearts. The value exchanged During the time we spent together. In all seasons and in all weather. Having you Apart of my life’s everyday experience feel Better. The love we said we had for each other Was so inspiring and uplifting to me. Of Course, there was a time in my life where I thought I would not find anyone that I could tell them I loved and cared for them and they tell me The same whenever we talked over the phone Or in person whenever they called my name. But these days all I sense is that we disagree and Blame instead of seeing the bigger picture the The focus becomes on the structure of the frame. All the prayers and pleads to keep our bond intact Could not make up for all the conversations and mentality of the fear of uncertainty and lack, we are supposed to heal & Lift each other up rather than come together with glasses fractured And half empty. There are times when I feel like I have to recharge, so I come to you from a Place of wholeness, however as years passed I felt your love for me fade like it was severed from a two-edged blade, all I wanted with you was a stable foundation where we are both on the same page. Whenever I open up to you about my experiences and the way I feel about what I am going or growing through. My words are taken as if you think I’m complaining which I am not. Listen carefully at the love language of my heart; our love for each other is not supposed to be based on terms and conditions, there is no fine print you being with me and me being with you.