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Guilt- Overwhelming- Drifting apart Like we never were … Were we? Dropped, Suspected dirty, Addicted. Fell on battered knees With a bleeding heart. Can we go back, Please? Lost innocence, Forgotten naivety, Now feigning ignorance. Clock- Tick tick tocking… Acting; Doing it flawlessly… “All you need is love” …Unknown… First- You have to get it. Bearing my heart; Stolen kisses, Forbidden touches, Allowed molesting, Attempted rape -regret- Mounting Shame Detrimental drought B r o k e n And broken hearted. Tired, Yearning, Striving to be noticed Invisible… Universal Consensus- Or is it? Striking out Have to go home now- Right? Unsure, Confused, Stumbling, Crying… Begging …Saved? Knight in shining armor! Rejected: Hopes dissolved Ignored, Hurt: Desperation, Depression. Delusions of fantasy: Wishing, Dreaming, Pretending, To be fun and fancy free. Forgotten Face upturned -rain- Drowning, Purging, Reinvigorating, Dying… Resurrected Back to purity: Proud and free, Just me.