TV Show

All the TV shows tell me he feels the same, When in reality I know he doesn’t, In all the romance movies I watch how the girl gets the guy, I know someday I’ll end up with someone, Today is just not that day, And he’s not the guy I will end up with, I know it, He knows it, Everyone knows it, Yet there is this tiny feeling that I want to see where it would go, Even if it’s just me telling him about my feelings, Everything returning to normal, And never speaking of it again, Sometimes I want to text him, Tell him I want to hang out, But whenever I think about it I feel like a stalker, I’ve never felt like this before, I don’t know what to do around him, Do I smile? Do I maintain eye contact when he looks back at me? Or do I just pretend he isn’t in the same room as me? Every door is open, The universe is giving thousands of options, I’m too scared to take any of them, I seem to want him, But not wanting the risk of getting hurt, I guess that’s normal, I hate feeling like this and not being brave enough to do anything about it.