True Love

True love is it true? Patience, love, compassion, inner peace,everyday is a.constant battle, do.I want to breathe? I feel.as though I'm taking two.steps forward, one step back, spinning wheels, no looking back. Doing for others, constantly trying to please,.always failing to compromise, why doesn't anyone hear my cries? I'm in my own little world, where I can feel.safe, No laughter no pain, I hear or feel, but yet it doesn't seem real, what I want is so out of reach, I must be doing something wrong, where does this feeling come from? I see the light up in the sky, a hawk is soaring over head, I must find a way to freewheeling from my painful past, I cannot.be the confident strong woman, I yearn to be ,until I learn to forgive the ghosts of my childhood, and all the hurtful tapes going on in my head. This won't be easy, nothing worth doing ever is, but I have made the first step already, I've acknowledged I am worth saving, and I have the best love ever, unconditional love for me. I AM BEAUTIFUL INSIDE AND OUT Just as I Am!!