Train of Thoughts

Train of Thoughts I closed my eyes, and the butterflies Were flying around my dreams. As a tear rolled down my cheek And the sky had tinted blue streaks, I remembered the days of joy Which I never knew were a lie This train of thoughts used to tear me apart I don't know when I've grown so smart Because it is doesn't anymore I think I finally found a cure I've learned that it isn't necessary For romanticized pasts To always last You left me on this floor And you thought I wasn't sure Darling, now I've grown so strong Stronger than your expectations I loathe your fake humiliation Which I once adulated All my feelings feel faded Now I don't need you anymore Because I'm powerful than before!