Towards the Light

There is a creaking deep Down in my bones. My heart skips a beat thinking I'm in this world alone. My head is all messed up, I wish I could be numb. It hurts to breathe, feels like Something wrapped around my lung. I have always feared this day, Can I find good in the unknown? It seems things are harder When you're on your own. There has to be a way out, I want this to stop. I have to believe I can Make it to the top. When she left it Took away my breath. I'm here alone stuck Between life and death. I have to rise above, I need a different view. I once believed, now I Know dreams don't come true. My world is bleak, I stay in the dark. For fear that they Will see my bleeding heart. I have to get through this, I won't give into my freight. The only thing left to do is Walk towards the light. Turbo1904