Torn Between Loyalty

As I live in the land of free and home of brave, I felt you are buried deeply into a dark grave. No longer can I see your beauty, Living with only memories, for eternity Each day bits of memories fade. How to tell you, you haven't been betrayed. When I left you, the country I lived in for so long, I never thought I would live to go on. How could I leave the home that I have known For a world, where I will be all Alone. Some how, each day brings a friend who would care. Sharing the happiness that takes away my despair. Now my loyalty is torn apart, wondering, where exactly should I start Should it be the home that I long left? Stealing the memories that I always kept Or should it be my home that is now Forever that I should vow? In the end no matter how hard it may be For the two worlds I guarantee Every moment you are in my heart From now until from the world I depart.