Too Many Faces

Like an painting thats an artistically mounted abstract Many different interpretationsof this in fact! One may see and feel it in a different faze, That's how I feel by falling into this maze. Downgraded, disrespected by rumors and lies, I cared too much that I even allowed this betrayl to ever bring tears too my eyes. Am I offened? Yes! Entirely! Uncomfortable and deeply feeling the inner hurt, Because I was nice ; Jealousy tried to set fire that backfired and burnt. Now I second guess my every word that I say, Even though I'm told to continue who I am everyday. I am to be the bigger person even though  I am aware of distrust, Maturity is more than a number integrity is a must! Spreading rumors telling pointless lies, Vindictive behavior portraying a disguise! Nobody now at this point is even surprised, Caught red handed in a list full of lies.. Exaggeration to the maximum extention, Starts to make more than one person question? Is anything that you've ever said really even true? How can anyone trust be given too you! Being that your word is your bond that's clearly been transparently viewed, The reason I hold grudges is due to people with too many faces like you! -ck