Today I Decided To Tell God Everything

Today was the day I decided to tell God everything..... I told Him about you??. I told Him how you make me hurt myself, I told Him how you make me quite. I told Him that you make me feel like a failure..... I told Him how you mark out all my imperfections. I told Him how I keep going back to you! I decided that enough was enough, I decided that the struggle.... Has to come to an end. I decided that my feelings would never be tucked away. My heart was a slave, I felt like a walking grave. Misery..... On my face it was engraved! I blamed myself for everything.... I blamed myself for being at the right place at the wrong time, I tried, I tried..... I tried. I cried, I lied..... I almost died! That was the last straw! I had to draw the line..... Depression or God? I always told God about You.... How you suppressed me, limited me. How you emptied the dreams I had. How you took vision away from me.... You crushed me but thank goodness you left me with purpose! More than enough reason to wake up every morning and fight! The one mistake I made was to never tell you how big my God is.. Instead I told God how deep my depression is. I compromised my prayers , kept them as short as possible.... I forgot that He is the God of the Impossible He is a God that releases the suppressed, the depressed.... He mends the broken, He knows me inside out!