Three Pink Pills

There's a plastic bag filled with pills
sitting on the kitchen counter.
mostly white
but some
             red
             blue
             pink
         and even dark green ones
scattered in between.

My wife, dear one, tells me that
no one should be bound to
so many pills. I smile and nod
knowing I won't stop taking them.

She thinks it's so easy to quit
She thinks stopping is a choice.
She thinks I know this-

but I know better.

The doctor prescribed them,
I offer with little conviction
(as if some sort of act of contrition)

She seems to think that this 
make a sort of sense.

But I know better.

There's silence and a tall glass residing on the kitchen table;
I lift it somewhat unsteadily
to my lips, taking three pink pills.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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Krutsinger Avatar
April 9, 2019 at 12:28 AM
I try to take a B12 and a vitamin every day, but I forget almost every other day; even when I am on a Z-pack it is so difficult for me to remember to finish it. I am not sure how you do this, I never can. Not effectively, but it is an honest poem, Allen, and what more can a reader hope to read?
Beilschmidt Sr. Avatar
April 13, 2019 at 2:10 PM
Thank you dear Caren
Rose  Avatar
April 8, 2019 at 6:18 AM
I agree with Connie, I was addicted to Triptans, it had a pain repeat cycle that I could not shake, only a neurologist helped me wean myself off. Though repetitive nerve blocks, it took a year and a half but I finally kicked the habit of taking them. Today I'm afraid of taking even a simple Advil, I understand too xo
Beilschmidt Sr. Avatar
April 8, 2019 at 6:53 AM
Right Pixie Dust, allopathic, doctors no next to nothing about nutrition. They are coddled by big pharma. It's a billion dollar industry. Did you know that these doctors are not required to heal you? The only requirement is to TREAT. Thanks for commenting.If you ever get a chance read Dr. Wallach's 'DEAD DOCTORS DON'T LIE.' The average lifespan of a doctor is 56 yrs. I'm gonna listen to him?
Marcum Wong Avatar
April 8, 2019 at 5:17 AM
I believe some doctors are unscrupulous and get patients hooked on painkillers and other drugs that are very difficult to wean oneself away from. Willpower is not enough to be able to quit. Cold turkey is not the answer either. Taking it day by day less and less would be my path. I can relate. Well expressed Allen. : )
Beilschmidt Sr. Avatar
April 8, 2019 at 6:50 AM
Right Connie. allopathic, doctors no next to nothing about nutrition. They are cuddled by big pharma. It's a billion dollar industry. Did you know that these doctors are not required to heal you? The only requirement is to TREAT. Thanks for commenting.
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