Three Letters, Adi

A letter to Adi has three letters I dont know what are these letters. But these letters, just letters of I always speak No crime, just feelings Just feelings of my forgiving heart He really dont understand that I'm convinced With his nothing more and nothing less, dont love me so much that hurts, Always keep smiling, be happpy But I'm not convinced how he flee these words Isnt he is hurt? Isnt he is happy? Deepens my soul, deepens that I think much Cos his words I wanted to enunciate A big tip working overtime A catch without falling A decision without mistake With him letter to Adi has three letters That I always remember A gateway to forever But no forever Strikes in, strikes out, bull's eyed at the same time Wondered, wandered, Hopeless and hopeful Waiting and being left I dont know what brought life's me in here The nightmare of my delusion, I'm the prisoner Long the wait, I'm been trap forever Emotions carried away, I'm nowhere A pace of something, life's in hunger. Days I'd count, nights I'm trying to escape To ruminate my fate Love finds me there Love lies me in there.. Breathing in, breathing out Finally, I let your letters go.. Too much of dreams not coming true Like I always knew.