Thoughts

I thought my life was staring to 
be good 
Well why do I feel so sad
Am I Distend to be unhappy all 
my life 
Have I been that bad 
I didn't choose the things that 
happened to me 
I didn't choose to feel the 
feelings I do 
They just sit there anticipating 
and waiting to make a move
I have no control when they 
will strike 
I wish I was born with no 
feelings at all 
The thoughts eat away , bit by 
bit 
I actually then start to fill sick 
life is hard to deal with without 
these crazy thoughts 
So when they erupt , it's like 
one big crashing ball 
Not knowing  where to turn 
What the next step will be 
What road to travel down , or 
what will become of me 
In the end it will be the person 
who holds me tight , that will 
continually make my life alright
Copyright © | Year Posted 2013

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June 4, 2013 at 6:43 AM
- Well written, Belynda ! - Like it. - - Have a nice day. - oxox / / Anne-Lise :)
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