Thoughts
I don't know where my absolutes lie
Where am I defined
Has there been a point I was set in time
When I'm with friends on my own
The reception I get is different from home
Which version is the correct me
Why do I reside viewed as someone I don't want to be
I reject the turned tables
The scrutinised look
When I try to share some joy no interest is took
The lack of affection
Just dutiful deeds
I crave so much that you say I shouldn't need
I'd like to be told I stand out in a crowd
Perhaps you could read some of the words I write down
I've watched other people to see what love is
An arm round a shoulder, hand or face is carressed
Whilst I stick to my side and you stick to yours
In arguments, on sofas in or out of doors
I'm tired of thinking is it you or is it me
Both stating too often the end we foresee
If only you watched me when I am up close
Instead of monitoring my whereabouts when I leave the house
Just lately my feelings spill out so much more
I'm not sure what I did with these emotions before
I feel like an object not meeting the spec
Out of warranty but not quite obsolete yet
Do I sit around just waiting to die
Cleaning the house, suggesting a tie
Two decades is enough versions to see
You liked me the most before owning me
I hear sound bites suggesting what love means
How can it be here if I'm not even seen
But I know what I'll do, I'll just sit it out
Forget who I am, my life's value in doubt
Copyright © Di11y Da11y | Year Posted 2023
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