This Is the Last Time

I have this odd feeling that has been buried in my bosom I feel as if someone is in danger and as numb as a drum I know for a fact that you won't ever let me down Because you are as energetic as a large town I might as well be a shadow I underneath your darling feet I might as well be a single sheet of paper with words left incomplete Without further ado, I'm going to be falling out of love with you sick with the love flu, but I'm going to leave it behind before it leaves me blue I have been roaming around the neighborhood For hours at a time since you've been out and about I can't simply be with you if I'm feeling misunderstood My lonely mind is overflowing with anxiety and doubt You're making me feel numb inside and out Sometimes, I don't know what to do when I don't know what you're talking about You're as precious as the dawn, but as gloomy and cold as the dusk and its saturated moon You and your touch made me fall into place until you departed from my arms way too soon I can't keep numbing the pain You're driving my brain insane You and I were such happy individuals It's cruel that it didn't work out because of our fights and our duals There was too much disconnection between us We weren't exactly on the same rowdy bus This is the last time I'm going to feel for you This is the last time I'm going to fall for you too I've become someone I can't look at in the mirror before me I'm really ashamed for what I've turned out to be Maybe, I should learn to forgive and forget One day, I'm going to drain away this regret I think I'm going to cry I'm scared and feeling shy Let me be free with the flow Let the blessed breeze blow This is the last time I'm going to feel your unbearable sensation This is the last time and I'm going to blow up on you in aggravation You got to back off and settle down before I make you care This is the last time you're going to step all over me - now, that's not fair! Go ahead and laugh at my long-forgotten dreams I'm feeling like I'm tearing apart by the worthless seams Time is dragging its ticking feet as you and I try to figure each other out Does it matter that I still have the urges to weep a stream of tears for you? I just sit on the ground and pout I fell in love so foolishly I'm feeling stuck in place Like a weeping willow tree But, now, I'm free in space Because I'm out of your embrace This is the last time I'm going to be left behind without a trace I will win this awful race With last-minute grace will win this awful race With last-minute grace With sweat on my brow I'm embracing the now