This Is Me

I fell, I wouldnt tell. Clouded by old fear, No words of comfort I could hear. Karma returned, then the tables were turned. I felt what they did, and I see how far I've slid. Remembering my strength, I was willing to go the length. Feet used to dance in the dew, So why cant I make this new? Standing up in my place Words of the music begin to trace, I fade out the world, and my wings unfurled. Letting go, letting be letting free Letting me. Memories of a dark room, Two spotlights watched me bloom. The words imprinting on my soul. Making me feel whole. The music caressed my skin, Feeling the scars of where I have been. And loving them Letting the music thrum For the first time, I lay hands on my self with care with no thought to hurt or tear I loved what I found not caring about the pound I loved my self: Hands above my head all doubt has fled. traveling to the back of my neck thinking of my past's wreck. They went down my side, I dont want to hide. Hands find my waist, suprised with what I faced. I had curves, electricity ran through my nerves. I felt beautiful. no matter my past strife, for the first time in my life I felt beautiful. I felt Beautiful. The song come to an end, I let the holes in my heart mend A room full of girls, their souls shining like pearls Tears form on my eyes, I feel my power arise. Strength beond compare Go ahead and stare. Because Im not afraid of what you'll find How long have I been blind? Still in the brink of my youth Hiding my self from the truth. I stand tall infront of the stars, my past riddled with scars, Life pulsing in my chest Knowing I am blessed. Saying my contract, I have no fear of eye contact. This is who I am and if you don't like it, I dont give a damn. I raise my head, Ready to change the unsaid. bliss flowing in my fingertips, I open my lips. "I am a beautiful, free, and mature young woman, who loves and trusts herself " This is me, As strong as can be, This is me, Now I am free. This is me No matter what you see and this time I found my power on my own strength. ~This is me; a beautiful, free, and mature young woman who loves and trust herself.~ And nothing can change that.