This Is How I Feel

I feel so alone. I feel like everything is my fault. I feel stressed and strained. I feel as though this life isn't worth living. I feel like no matter where I go or what I do there will always be a dark cloud over my head. I feel unloved and unwanted by many people. I feel this everyday battle is never going to end. I feel like I'm slowly starting to suffocate from all of the pain I am enduring. I feel like nobody cares. I feel that nobody cares enough to try to understand what I'm going through. I feel tired and weak from defending my self every single minute of every single day. I feel I need a break from all of this and that it better come soon or something bad can happen. I feel the need to just escape from everything around me.