Things We Cannot Explain

“How do you feel?” “Well… it’s like… I-” It’s just like nothing works out in my favor. I have all this hope, all this joy. And I feel like it goes to waste when nothing turns out right. Now, why can’t I say that? “You can always tell me when something’s bothering you.” “Thanks. Actually, you know… uh… huh….” Everyone’s really been bothering me in their attitude. I feel like no one ever appreciates what they have and they understand how blessed they are. If I tried to tell them they wouldn’t believe me. “Are you sure that’s all that’s bothering you?” “If I told you, you wouldn’t believe me.” And it’s true.