These Pills and Those Drugs

Tell me a story.
Why does it have a happy ending?
It's not a story, it's a fairy tale.

These pills don't work, 
and my smokes are all gone.
My lighter is out of fluid, 
and my dealer's phone doesn't work.

I'm at my breaking point,
and I have no way to get what I need.
My hands are shaking,
and my heart is breaking.

Lies keep pouring out of my mouth,
as blood drips from my lip.
Your hand feels like a brick hitting my face,
your words, they hurt.
And words, they never hurt me.

I miss you.
I fear you.
I hate you.
I want you.
I love you.

You and me...
We just fit together.
But we've never had a chance.
I've found myself wanting you.
Thinking about you.
A lot, lately.

I miss talking to you.
I miss hugging you.
I miss being around you.
Baby, I miss you.

These pills just aren't working,
these drugs just don't get me far enough away.
My lighter is out of fuel,
and I'm broke.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2011

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Lecroy Avatar
January 31, 2011 at 5:52 AM
just cant stop reading this poem XD jeese...
Lecroy Avatar
January 27, 2011 at 8:25 PM
Ahh kali you know me to well, my lighter is always out of fluid, and somehow i just cant find a high that will get me away from all of this...lovely poem, its one of those insta-mega hits that you seem so..so..inclined, is the word, to write. love ya always chick <3
Mehta Avatar
January 27, 2011 at 12:18 PM
sad and painful thoughts on life you have penned in this write, Kali
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