There's Hope For Me

I have more bad days than good, It’s only because my mind doesn’t function as it should, And if I could think like normal people I would. I tell people all the time that they couldn’t last 5 seconds in my head, I believe most people would instead wish they were dead, For some of the things that Ana makes me think are better left unsaid, Unfortunately nothing seems to be working, not even the meds. I’m confident that I’m going to beat her and this, Even if I go down swinging with clenched fists, I will not allow myself to return to the devil’s isolated abyss, One day you’re going to come for me and you’ll swing and miss, Then I’ll laugh and blow you a kiss, You won’t take me back into that darkness. My mind is cluttered with doubt and countless worries, I’ve gotten to the point where everything in my life has become blurry. I’m not scared though, Ana is my biggest and inestimable foe, She hasn’t yet realized that it’s her time to go, Until then I just have to remain patient and take it nice and slow. #AnxietyAwareness