Then and Now

Posing for cameras
That ran out of film months ago

Realizing this time I made it to December without cutting my hair

I struggle to stay in the moment
And dream of next year
Of “getting out”
Of this place I absolutely love

Dreaming of coconut milk
Rain in place of snow
And sunshine

I’m not sure if it’s better
I’ll still be me when I get there
And anxiety can cross the ocean without a plane 

Either way
I need to find out for myself 

Next year this will be then
Hopefully I’ve outran my anxiety by now
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