The World and I

Banish listening, and teachings end. Between "Yes!" and "No!" How much spectral difference is there? Between healthy "live" and "evil" Is the difference not normally 50-50? That which we fear Is indeed to be feared; That which we love Is indeed to be beloved; But, alas, distant, yet also at hand, is this dawn of awakening toward loving to be loved as fearlessly unafraid of Beloved Climax Community! We merry-make today, self-congratulate while sub-optimizing, As if consistently absorbing redemptive nutrients, As if playing Mountain Warrior in Springs redolent climax; I alone am mildly wild with harvesting unemployment, Like a new-born babe that cannot yet smile, Unattached, neither grasping at joy nor averting lost identity, contention with dissonance is like one without a zero home. History's prevailing culture has enough and to spare, But I am like one left out, behind marginal invisible boundary, my heart and mind must be that of buttless comedy, Being as muddled, ambivalently equivalent, nebulously coincident! Left-brain dominator cultures are knowing, luminous, strength self-fulfilling and prophesying futures; I alone am dull, confused, equivalent. Egocentric culture is clever, self-assured; I alone, depressed, repressed, suppressed, not impressed, pressed, pressing, birthing. Patient as the sea, Adrift, seemingly aimless tipping points. We all have purposed meaning, teleologized ecological faith; I alone appear stubborn and irrelevantly uncouth. I appear to differ from SuperEgo Culture, In optimally valuing succulent sustenance from Mother Earth, universal natural systemic polyculturing in/out-formation.