The Weak

Before reading please understand that I would not write about anything that I do not know about or understand. May you try to understand that some take longer others and as long as they get closure that's all that matters... Hopefully they do. Age Six I do but I don't know this game, See we live in a house and I have my little tea set so I guess its okay, You're older so I guess I have to obey, I don't really see what's wrong with playing this way, Mommy and daddy play this way everyday, My nervousness is gone and like they do every day, can we play? Age 12 Oh my I can't believe I hit puberty wow, And I'm older and its wrong and its time to stop the game now, My daddy said he is so proud, I'm truly is his princess but where's my crown, There were so many playing that are disappointed and now I feel guilty somehow. Age 13 Mom, dad please help me please, I was sleeping when I felt someone touching me, Their hand were deep down in my jeans, Mom why aren't you doing anything, Dad they "got help" where's my counseling, I know what happened to them but out of all people why did it happen to me, I can't believe it, I truly can't believe, And it was happening for 2 weeks? Age 14 My grades are dropping, all I want to do is sleep man, Stay out and smoke with my friends, No I don't need a damn guiding hand, The last hand I had was in my pants, My exciting lover is pulling at my waist band, I guess I gotta prove in this relationship where I stand. Age 17 I can drink, pop and smoke like crazy, Some want me to stop, ahahaha maybe, I'm a weird ***** I'm not a classy lady, Maybe that was wrong to say and I should stop all for my baby. Age 18 I feel so empty on the inside, I daze off so much and I feel numb most of the time, And I'm angry and mad and lost in my mind, I can't pray no matter how hard I try, No matter how many pills I still won't die, I'm careless and I believe love is all a lie, If my child can't cheer me up then why try why? I'm trying to overcome and do better but the more I MENTALLY think about the positive the more opposite I ACT.