The Truth-I Know

Could it have never been real, All love I did once feel. When will the truth be out? So I can no longer doubt. I could never see his eyes, So I'd never know his lies. Fake my love is not, My stomach yet is a knot. I've never been so scared, I want my heart to be spared. The truth I want to know, But all I hear is no, no, no. I'm in a strained relationship, Bound to sink like a great ship. Always to be apart, To never hear the other's heart. If I stumble and trip, Will I be saved by his grip? Or will I sink like a ship, So my heart he can rip? Wanting to escape it all, So I can no longer fall. When will I have no fears, When can I stop all tears. This is not meant to be, He never did love me. All the love I did once feel, I now know was never real. I no longer have doubt, The truth at last comes out.