The Truth

I love you and I don't know why, the thought of us parting makes me wanna cry. Now that you are no longer by my side, I feel as if a big part of me has nearly died. You stopped loving me over night, why? I showed you I loved you with all my might, even when you pushed me away I put up a fight, I thought me and you would always remain tight. How can you tell me not to stress, when your the one who's in my chest. Today your true feelings you confessed and now what I feel must be put to rest and I only hope it's for the best. Today you showed me that you do not care and you also made me realize my one true fear and that's to loose some one that I love so dear. All my life i've had people who have come and gone but none like you who have stayed around for so long. I want to forget you so so bad, but the more I try the more I become sad. I can't believe the words you spoke, you made me feel that ball in my throught. Why are you afraid to let me know, that all you want is for me to go. You made it clear in so many words that you wanted to part and each word hit me like arrows heading straight to my heart. I will no longer smile past the pain, things between us will no longer be the same, no more will I be a pawn in your chest game. Get out of my heart and get out of my mind, you were not the true friend I had hoped to find. All you did was mess with my mind. So goodbye and farewell, I hope god forgives you and you don't go to hell.