The Tortured Soul

Life was hard and he had lost all that mattered
first his mother who was murdered on her way home.
He watched his Dad unable to cope with her loss
fade away to skin and bones a relief when he passed on.

His wife walked out on him with their three children
leaving him with a pile of debts and a broken heart.
He lost his job for too much time off with no reference
and soon he would lose his house to the bank and divorce.

Now the final straw he was terminally ill and in pain
constant debilitating pain that sapped away his strength.
Lining up the bottles he poured out a healthy sized drink
and placed the pills ready in rows, with six in each pile.

Putting on a selection of his favourite bands he hunkered down,
settling himself as comfortably as possible this last thing
in his own hands, he got to chose. Not the illness he would beat
that by his own choice, for him death no longer held any fear.

Sipping, swallowing he washed down the pills until none remained.
After all enough was enough and he had nothing left to lose.
As he drifted off he dreamed of better times now past and gone
Soon he was walking in pleasant green pastures, ahead he could see.

His parents waiting with smiles on their faces and open arms
a vivid bright light that burned his eyes and yet welcomed.
He walked through the veil with eager steps to perfect peace
leaving behind without any regrets, the empty husk of his body.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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Mcdaid Avatar
November 7, 2014 at 2:00 PM
heart touching deeply sad yet very beautifully penned dear friend bless you pal
Hamilton Avatar
November 8, 2014 at 1:44 AM
Dear Liam ty my friend hugs
Duggan Avatar
November 5, 2014 at 6:36 PM
Oh Shadow what a very sad sad story, I actually had pictures going through my mind as I read this, this does happen too often but as they say it is life but not one I would like to go through, take care my friend.........Vera...............
Hamilton Avatar
November 8, 2014 at 1:43 AM
ty Vera pain is very hard to live with constantly inflicting agony hugs
A. Sharma Avatar
November 3, 2014 at 7:11 AM
So sad n emotional Shadow, ur work is creative! U hv an amazing power of words my friend!
Hamilton Avatar
November 4, 2014 at 11:13 AM
ty Dr Upma much appreciated hugs
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