The Schizophrenic

Saved, I must be
From within my hollow self
My inner thoughts
Are my unpaid tolls
Of my heretical wealth

Living in a madness
Is as living in hell
Within this dungeon
The metaphoric bell

Chimes grow louder and louder
In each revolutionary spire
Of that ticking, tocking clock
I fight the minute
And I fight the hour

Afraid to let this lunacy flow
As my tongue forked from flux
Chaining up the demons
Escaping Pandora's box

The sun shines so bright for thee
Your hope in rays
But for I, the dreadful reminder it is…
That I must live upon this Earth
Just one more day!

I cannot, will not any longer stride
Or stroll among the streets
A hermit within a darkness
That muffles out the rings

A man whose need is forgiveness
Arms tis’ folded
And upon my knees
My heart bleeds
And and begs to He

Am I forsaken?
Yet, doth I still live?
Through these years
Tis’ now alleyways
Of shadow stench fears

In a rubbish life
A human soul of filth
The question always rings
Throughout and within my head
Do I still... exist?
Copyright © | Year Posted 2011

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Kendrick Avatar
July 26, 2011 at 1:03 PM
Interesting work about an unusual topic..Enjoyed reading this afternoon..I am glad that I chose this one to read..I looked for the one that you suggested but did not see it..Thanks for the uplifting comments about my work..Sara
Marymkilker Avatar
April 21, 2011 at 10:24 AM
Wow your write is very real and you have captured the very essance of one whom sufferes as I am sure many are. Thankyou from all the sufferers and for the insight of ones straingth
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