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“I’m not a machine, you know.”
He says huskily 
As she places her chocolate tipped breast
Within inches of his lips
Tantalizing him
She just smiles, breastfeeding him
His treat
And leans back and sighs 
As he gorges
On creamy chocolate ecstasy

Later, he wonders
About his insatiable wife
Wondering if he can keep up
With her little bedroom games
And trips into fantasy

Another day
He lies back in the
Exhaustion of fulfillment
About to close his eyes
When he hears her weeping
Trying to stifle her sobs

Should he pretend he doesn’t hear?
He is so tired
She quiets down
And before sleep claims him
He hears her whisper
“When you make love to me
That’s the only time
The only time….
You really SEE me
For those few moments
I feel that your world revolves around me
That you NEED me
To be fulfilled
The only time
You're the man you used to be
The one dying to possess me
And so I prostitute my love for you…
Hoping in these moments
To feel…..alive”

Before he can respond
She's gone
And he looks up at the ceiling and wonders
How life has changed him
His other friends complain
About their frigid wives and dull lives
So unlike his
He is fortunate
And yet…
He remains in bed
Staring at the ceiling

She cries softly on the couch
Feeling broken, used
Just a receptacle for his need
While she remains empty
She fingers her phone
Thinking of the invitation there
Very casual
A shared cup of coffee
Nothing more, and yet
She reads the real invitation
In the depth of his eyes
When he looks at her
She wipes her tears as she thinks of fidelity and promises…

He walks into the living room
Suddenly shy
She tries to cover her body
With her red see through lingerie
Her black hair covering her mascara streaked eyes

He kneels down in front of her
Pushing away her hair
His eyes searching hers
And holding them for a moment
Tilting her chin up, his lips cover hers
With a gentle longing
She gasps for breath
Shocked at the tears gathering in his eyes
His voice barely reaches her ears…
“Will you be my wife?”
She tries to draw him to her
But he takes a hold of her outstretched hand
And helps her to her feet
Gently leading her to the bedroom

And night turns to day
As he makes love to his wife
Satiating her soul
Realizing her every fantasy
He says all the things he’s felt, but never said
As he ravishes her…
His woman, his bride, his wife

The mid-morning sun
Caresses her face
And she awakens
To find herself
Where she’s always longed to be…
Nestled safely
In her husband's arms

This is a repost of a poem I wrote  and posted here in May 2013. http://www.poetrysoup.com/poem/the_prostitution_of_her_love_479402

I also adapted it as the blurb for a novel for Judy Konos' Write a Novel Contest: 
http://www.poetrysoup.com/poem/youve_written_a_novel__the_prostitution_of_her_love_486692

I felt like sharing it again. Thanks for reading.

Copyright © | Year Posted 2015




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Date: 3/8/2015 10:48:00 AM
Eileen, I've felt this many times in your writes. This feeling that you took the words right from my heart and given them life...throbbing...breathing on their own...there on the page...where everyone can witness the most private and yet feel part of the story as well. Partly fiction or not, it speaks of many a woman's deepest needs, wants, fears, thoughts, longings and more. God bless you and your talent. :) Kim
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Date: 3/7/2015 10:43:00 AM
Where do you come up with these gems? This is very well written with impeccable imagery and outstanding pros. Your words gently take the reader to your private place and we too can share the moment. Emile. #7
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Date: 3/7/2015 11:49:00 AM
I'll honestly tell you that each poem I write has a part of my soul and truth in it, Emile. Rarely is something purely fictional. This is a mix of reality and fiction. How much of which is there....only the author really knows. :) That is the beauty of the mystery involved in poetry. Thanks ever so much for reading and for posting such encouraging comments. Hugs
Date: 3/7/2015 10:08:00 AM
WOW I can say no more am in awe! Hugs Jan xxx 7 xxx
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Date: 3/7/2015 11:50:00 AM
Hugs, Jan....Thanks, sweetie....I felt the need to repost this. Glad you passed by.
Date: 3/7/2015 9:16:00 AM
As a dark chocolateholic I loved the opening stanza . . . delicious!!! I must confess that I have been the tired lover -- satiated and wanting to escape to my selfish dream world . . . and the hurt, self-absorbed searching lover -- your words captures this common lover's dance . . . repeating itself, even after almost 30 years in my case, repeating itself daily throughout our world. Your poem demonstrates the key to love begins on ones knees! Much love, hugs and dark chocolate sauce! LO
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Date: 3/7/2015 11:46:00 AM
Warm melted chocolate feels good going on... David. Thanks for the visit. I'm a bit low....so not much to write, but thanks for visiting. I wrote a happy ending to this piece. That's where as writers...we can create our own worlds. LO....
Date: 3/7/2015 8:29:00 AM
Exceptional! The combination of wanting and desire, self doubt and erotic imagery is mesmerizing. You pull us into her world and still provide a glimpse of her husbands humanity and inability to give her what she truly desires. 7 all the way and beyond.
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Date: 3/7/2015 11:47:00 AM
Thanks for visiting the original poem, Richard. Of course...You were already there. I'm so blessed that you read all my writes. What did I do to deserve your friendship. Hugs
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Date: 3/7/2015 8:42:00 AM
Hi, Richard. This write has a happy ending. I felt I needed to write a happy ending for it because happy endings are so sweet. In poetry we can make our own worlds and our own dreams and make them be just what we want them to be. Thank you for your visit to this write of mine. I appreciate your visit and comments....HUGS
Date: 3/7/2015 4:37:00 AM
Reality unfolding amid desires and dreaming in a vividly expressive way! Captivating, sad and joyous at the same time. In depth look at the soul! Wonderfully done dear, Eileen!
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Date: 3/7/2015 11:51:00 AM
Thank you, my dear poet. I'm glad that you took the time to read this. I hope you are well. Your last piece on Music was divine. Will be by to post a comment soon. Hugs
Date: 3/7/2015 4:34:00 AM
I must admit my dearest friend that I have been remiss in reading your past posts. This is so brilliant a write I am again under your spell, truely I believe that you are so talented. It is a brilliant write why do you not do more like this it shows such promise. Take care my Enchantress. I will soup talk . Love Shane xxx
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Date: 3/7/2015 11:52:00 AM
Got the soup mail...Souped you back. Thanks for reading, Shane. I appreciate your visits and encouragement.
Date: 3/7/2015 1:22:00 AM
Wow! So many different elements wrapped up in this one Eileen. Very sensual and yet sad at the same time. Gladly redeemed love at the close of it..Awesome piece of writing...hugs, Deb
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Date: 3/7/2015 11:53:00 AM
Hey, Debbie...Thanks for dropping by. Yes, there is intense sadness in this piece. I gave it a happy ending. I hope all is well with you, dear. Hugs
Date: 3/7/2015 12:39:00 AM
yes , I may have missed the first one so I am redeeming myself now!!!!!!
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Date: 3/7/2015 11:53:00 AM
That's lovely. Thanks
Date: 3/7/2015 12:26:00 AM
Is this a poem? or was you spying on me? LOL teasing, I loved this one!
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Date: 3/7/2015 12:38:00 AM
:) Thanks for being the first to post a comment, dear. You didn't visit the first time I posted it, so it's good you have had a chance to read it now. As for spying on you....Shhhhhhhh.... Hugs.

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