The Other Woman ......

I am made to feel alone in a battle where there is no room My thoughts are not heard my tears shall not fall around your eyes I lock away the pain you gave with the unknowing statement I feel like I am now the other woman not the partner I came to be A tension that has been discovered within this moment I see a doubt of my place within the most adoring partnership Am I to lay down and hide like I do not breathe Will my tears dissappear in the morning breeze Shall my fears be washed away by the crystal of waves that crash I am here but I am like a secret journal that must be locked You say nothing changes but you do not hear my silence That should of haunted your hearts inner thought I do not matter as my feelings are rocked She plays a game that you do not see the abuse Her weapon is children as swords they fall into your heart They are driven straight to you where you now do not stand tall She says you are not a man and this is her goal to bring you down You do not see how the mind of the last now brings She plays her role with determination that grows Her making is your braking She does not crown you but only drowns you You feel out of control and turn to me But you do not see what you are doing to me You hear no words that I speak my heart is now at your feet As I am made to be the other woman in all defeat Not as your partner to rule lifes rule I feel disguarded Not the woman you made the dreams to be ..... Now I am just the other woman ....