The Oblivion's Train

(James) bid farewell to this town but search for closure brought me back again i thought you would wait was love a joke to you? "how could you move on?", i asks myself my sighs louder than the wolves howl at night seventeen is just a age, i regrets my mistakes you were my essence, soundtrack to my life now i see you dancing with him at the ball the lament in me for our lost love never faded i always believed you would come back to me (Betty) the train didn't stopped and reached oblivion your ambivalent decision led to our demise throwing back words at me saying there were no signs while i carried the weight and you had your perfect summer love an absentee, a cicada your whole life, now at thirty, you ask me "how could you? how could you move on?" i gave you chances after chances while i was dying from the inside the pain your betrayal brought me memories still haunts me at night i tried talking to darkness but she felt bored hearing my missing and crying after you absquatulated me