The Necromancer of Love

The Necromancer Of Love I'm in love with you but when did I fall for you.can someone fall for someone and then for another at the same time? How come love is so lovely yet so terrible I'm hurting because of my conflicts with myself.Tell everyone tell them how I loved you and yet love'd another conflicted I start running I start to hide ,I know it impossible to to know what true happiness feels like.Can I fight for myself how did I in trap you in my webs of many lines.I knew it was trouble when it came to love and yet I went on.As i break down here trying to figure out my emotions and where my hearts truly lies.Sometime i wish my life will be taken so i can never love again,I hope to never have another fall for me for there hearts to be broken.I weep for I only know how to destroy for I know I am the necromancer of love falling in love but i destroy someone heart in the process.I hope to fall and never to wake up to know what it feel like not to wake up and feel the sun on my golden pasted skin.How i hope i don't break another for I shall fall and my tears shall run only to know that they men nothing more then what are feeling inside