The Madness of 2020

I fold between blankets like a broken accordion.
No more music in this darkened room– my own 
cacophony pierces this throbbing skull. I imagine my life 
becoming more like the acid trip my dad once described to me, 
slipping in and out of my doctor’s prescription bottle
of the week   and all the pretty bottles in a row.
If I squint through tears, I can see a hazy garden of marigolds.

My laughter, warped and weary, even hurts inside this madness. 
Distant voices split time - a scientist on t.v. talks about origins 
of this disease. The president blames the Chinese, scientists 
blame the bats. I blame no one, not even my foolish neighbors 
with their karaoke street parties. I’m tired of this hot, new show 
called the blame game. 
I have my own recycled show, the worried mother.
(Wash your hands again, don’t forget your mask, and above all else, 
please social distance) Stay tuned! 
Anxiety swells in my chest and rises up to beat against my skull. No escape -
wild horses gallop down cerebral highways trying to reach the shoreline
where all the beautiful people cackle, mouths uncovered,
droplets mingling with the ocean’s spray.
I do not fear the avant-garde colors flashing peripherally, 
the pounding beats behind my eyes, or death itself. 
I do fear dying alone behind a mask.

Written 5/22/20 for Craig’s 2020 Poetry Contest

Copyright © | Year Posted 2020



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Date: 6/2/2020 1:33:00 PM
So many great lines in this poem, congrats Rhonda on another win, this was so true to life, hope it's over soon!
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Rhonda Johnson-Saunders
Date: 6/2/2020 8:38:00 PM
Me, too. Thanks for the visit. xx Rhonda
Date: 5/26/2020 12:30:00 PM
Back to say congrats on your win, Rhonda. Hugs, John
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Rhonda Johnson-Saunders
Date: 6/2/2020 8:38:00 PM
Thanks, John! xx
Date: 5/25/2020 2:30:00 PM
Rhonda these are such honest words! This is heartfelt through the reality we face and struggle with these days. Congratulations on your win :)
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Rhonda Johnson-Saunders
Date: 5/25/2020 9:43:00 PM
Thank you, Aditi! We might feel alone at times, but we are all facing the same struggles. I believe our poetry helps bring us closer. xx Rhonda
Date: 5/25/2020 10:27:00 AM
Rhonda, congrats on your win with this dramatically emotional and moving piece. Janice
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Rhonda Johnson-Saunders
Date: 5/25/2020 9:39:00 PM
Thank you so much, Janice! xx Rhonda
Date: 5/23/2020 1:39:00 PM
The blame rests solidly with those who insist their priorities are more important that the lives of their loved ones - or their neighbours! If everyone had respect for life and behaved for a fortnight, the virus could be contained and controlled, so we could get on with the new "normal"! Well thought out and scribed! Aloha! Rico
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Rhonda Johnson-Saunders
Date: 5/24/2020 1:00:00 AM
I agree with you, Rico, 110 percent!! We all need to be responsible including our leaders who are NOT leading. I guess you couldn't hear the sarcasm flowing from my pen! I do have to admit that I'm tired of being anxious and angry. I'm ready for the new "normal" with masks and all :)
Date: 5/23/2020 12:13:00 PM
This poem tugs at my heart, Rhonda, we are all feeling much anxiety right now. Stay safe my friend. Hugs, John
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Rhonda Johnson-Saunders
Date: 5/24/2020 12:52:00 AM
Thank you, John...yes, we are all feeling anxiety. The throbbing in my head that I write about is my chronic migraines which exacerbates it all. xx Rhonda
Date: 5/23/2020 6:09:00 AM
wow, my heart is crying, and so are my eyes. I so can relate to your feelings dear friend. This virus has made us both weak and strong at the same time. Lets keep praying for a miracle and a cure dear lady, love and prayers are with you today, xo
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Rhonda Johnson-Saunders
Date: 5/24/2020 12:48:00 AM
Thank you, Pixie. Yes, I am weak from my chronic migraines and weary from being angry. The divisiveness encouraged by our leaders is selfish and disgraceful. We should be all be kind to one another to get us through this time of suffering. Sending love and prayers back to you :) xx
Date: 5/22/2020 11:49:00 PM
Well written, Rhonda, Caren sums it up. Good luck in the contest.
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Rhonda Johnson-Saunders
Date: 5/24/2020 12:41:00 AM
Thank you, Eve! xx Rhonda
Date: 5/22/2020 9:35:00 PM
"The president blames the Chinese. The scientists blame bats. I blame no one"- love this poem and especially THIS line! Change nothing!
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Rhonda Johnson-Saunders
Date: 5/24/2020 12:40:00 AM
Thanks, Caren, for all your visits yesterday! I have to admit that I did make some changes, but I didn't change the lines you mentioned. That was a point I was trying to make mixed with a little or a lot of sarcasm! xx Rhonda
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