The Lost Me

I've been so lost for so long that I've lost my way home, tried to find love in other strangers and putting myself in danger, drank myself into oblivion to the point where I can't see, now I'm looking for a light I'm looking for me. It's easy to say I'm okay when everyone else can't see, the hardest part is being alone cause' i'm missing who I used to be, and I don't think she'll ever come back now the girl I knew is gone, I've taken her life and replaced it with mine how can I possibly go on? she was happy and kind had the whole world to find, but somewhere along the way, she bumped into me and now she can't see, I've taken her sight away there were bumps in the road I wouldn't let her avoid made her fall almost everytime, now there's no going back what I did's in the past, I have to pay for my crime. My confession. My truth.