The Last of Me

Let this be the last of me. Im doomed, having troubles breathing on my knees, praying for death to appear. All I see is a shadow. Im so lost, Im so afraid. I cant even see clearly anymore I dont have a grip on anything. I need I need I need .... to to escape. Let all my fears all my failures all the monsters inside my head to go away. you,re destroying all i ever had. Im so tired. I feel like Ive traveled for miles and miles for a answer i will never get. Why is it that love is so complicated why does it scare me to trust why am I so imperfect and everyone around me is just, They all get what I wish I could of had. All I wanted was YOU. Im so scared. I cant breathe, but I wont cry Not Just Yet!