The Last of Me

Let this be the last of me.
Im doomed,
having troubles breathing
on my knees,
praying for death to appear.
All I see is a shadow.
Im so lost,
Im so afraid.
I cant even see clearly anymore
I dont have a grip on anything.
I need
I need
I need
.... to
to escape.
Let all my fears
all my failures
all the monsters inside my head
to go away.
you,re destroying all i ever had.
Im so tired.
I feel like
Ive traveled for miles and miles 
for a answer i will never get.
Why is it 
that love is so complicated
why does it scare me to trust
why am I so imperfect and everyone around me is just, 
They all get what I wish I could of had.
All I wanted was YOU.
Im so scared.
I cant breathe,
but I wont cry
Not Just Yet!
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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De Beaulieu Avatar
May 29, 2020 at 6:11 PM
Hello Samantha loftis, do not put yourself down. What happened to you is not your fault. You are a better person than he is. Enjoy your evening my friend.
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