The Intersection of Ugly and Dirty

My nights are worn in coats of filth and dreary
   sometimes...the sound of thunder rumbles
far in the distance
   where I use to live
kicked out of my home at fourteen
for reasons I can't wrap my head around
teenage defiance I guess
I live now on the corner of nowhere
at the intersection of ugly and dirty
where the hot city winds blow the scum of society
across fractured streets like crumbled candy paper
   I'm numb to the cold emptiness
that haunts the pit of my stomach
   no one cares
   no one knows who I am or where I am
each night is a long journey through hell
I pull my collar up and await its storm
I've been bought and sold many times
and have become a soul-less street commodity
   I live in the moment
tomorrow is foreign... it's only a dream
that stays on the outskirts of my nightmares
   so I wander...trying to survive
the pimps, the robbers, the drugs, the utter loneliness
that color the gray world of my existence
   I would cry...but, who would hear?
in the distance, I hear thunder rumbling
and the sound of my footsteps moving away from it
each step growing fainter
   I've quit wondering if anyone was home


6/14/18 Abandon Poetry contest
sponsor...Brenda Chiri
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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Dietrich Avatar
June 15, 2018 at 7:28 PM
wow, you really got into the FEELING of it. I simply can't do it. I have an etheree but it is so lacking compared to your entry. I may not even post it!!
Sands Avatar
June 14, 2018 at 3:29 PM
Wow Frederic, this is so far reaching and great expression. Written well as usual. ! :)
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