The Girl of My Dreams

I've lost my best friend, I'll never see her again Its all my fault, I'm just a monster in thee end She was my first love, my beautiful gift from heaven above my beautiful princess, my beautiful queen you will always be the girl of my dreams I've lost her forever, she never coming back its not a lie, its a fact I drove her away, by trying to make her stay always saying goodbye, is what made her cry now that i lost her, i just want to die I wish you could understand, my suffering and pain but its not your fault, I'm the one to blame I just wish I could hold you in my arms, and feel your warm in embrace and see your beautiful smile, and your beautiful face Every time i see you, you made my heart race I wish I could have loved you, for many more years to come instead i drove you farther and farther away, even before i got that chance to dance with you on your birthday, and now that futures is taken away I tried so hard to keep us together, while you were gone trying to make you a beautiful love song, but in thee end i did it all wrong now its just a song of death, as i sing from my cold heart and dying breath my sweetie, my love, my sweet heart, I know I've did you wrong I have no right to have loved you this long in the beginning I had nothing, no future, no reason to be alive and all I wanted was to die I was so hollow, so cold, so dead inside then i met you and you made me feel alive Everyday I got to talk to you, were the best days of my life You made feel special and wanted when no one else did I'm so stupid for all the things i did all i ever wanted was for you to be happy and loved something a monster like me can never know of I know it my fault you don't come around so I'm leaving, you won't have to see me anymore i hope you find what your looking for someone who is better then me, that will always make you happy now I'm going back to being alone, for the darkness is my true home now I'm ready to close my eyes and see the wonderful things i wish i could of when i was alive and now its time this story in my life comes to the final chapter, for this is it my love, this is how my story ends *Thee End*