The Far Victory

Misplacing my soul, Drenching it in more misery, Life has put me in places That I don’t want to be, Confusing the unsolved problems, The web complicates itself, Concealing all the answers, That I desperately seek, The pain, That swims in my flesh, Tearing me apart every now and then, Changing my life into dark moments, No matter where I am, Loneliness lingers to hold me, To embrace my tormented heart, To isolate me from the world, Sometimes, my thoughts would take me away, A million miles away from the surrounding darkness, To an illusion, maybe, That ends when I revive myself, Repeating itself every single day, This vision, delusion would take My soul away, Leaving me wondering, About its hidden beauty, It's a fantasy, That comes to me everyday, Thus... I Live, Surrounded by sadness, I sit and wonder, Asking “Why?” Knowing that everything happens for a reason, Continuous, Again and again, I would see this vision That I incomprehend, "Only a delusion," I would always say, Smiling as I remember its beauty... Deceived by it's magic I am, but I know I would be nothing without it, The far victory, Created by my sadness, My only hope, That I am trying to reach, No matter how far it is… Between the illusion, I seek for my truth, My victory…