The End Of My Beginning
From the start I was already tired
Because of the past that brought me in the cliff of my emotions
I gave my all that day I've started loving you
Now tell me how can I begin if I'm already at my limit?
I'm under a cursed spell that imprisoned my heart
That makes me feel precarious when our memories rewind's on my mind
And now the vestige of my emotions is shattered into pieces
Now tell me how to begin if I don't know how to start?
I'm exhausted of trying once more
Because I already created a monster that manipulate's my thought
I heard voices inside my head that saying I'm a failure
Now tell how to begin if me myself is my own enemy?
"Us" is just a history now
But history will repeats itself and I'm afraid of the consequences
I'm frightened of new begginings that is built by false hopes
So I will personally end my emotions existence
You're the reason why I'm starving for success
Now you're the reason why I'm full of failures
I'm numb now tell me how to end this nightmare
Because I'm already in the end of my beginning
Copyright © Baltazar Rodriguez | Year Posted 2017
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