The Depletion of My Existence

You speak to me with such grace, Making me feel like the only girl in the world. How was I supposed to know you needed space, There it all goes, my entire life hurled. Just like that, everything came to a halt, Broken and shattered, my affection disposed. I am certain to say that this was your fault, And now my soul sits here, tired and closed. The one letter you allowed me to write, Is now sitting on my dresser, waiting to be read. Everyday I am reminded that I am not alright, Within that letter, left many things unsaid. And now swelling up inside me, like a storm, Are my feelings of grief and desolation. My entire existence is shattered and without form, I am dealing with a great alteration. You know what is the worst part? With every fiber of my existence I wish I could hate you. Yet I still love you with all of my heart. I only wish you could love me too. My memory of you has now turned sour. You were perfect for me in every way. I am emotionally spent and without power, To you, I will always have more to say.