The Day I Stopped Writing and Living

And then, I broke my pen,
Left a poem undone again.
The path was clear, the goal was near,
Yet, I turned away in silent fear.

She once said, "This isn’t fate,
I’m not the one; it’s far too late.
You’re so kind, my closest friend."
And so, my kindness met its end.

I shed my light, embraced the night,
Turned my wrongs into my right.
Destroyed myself with careless hands,
Shattered dreams like broken strands.

I lost my joy, I lost my way,
I let my heart just fade away.
What’s a body but mere disguise,
When pain and sorrow fill the eyes?

Then one day, a thought struck me,
"Why did you choose this misery?"

The joy of dressing up with pride,
The endless laughs I used to hide.
The playful fights, the silly fun,
The careless days spent in the sun.

The half-told tales, the twisted dreams,
The stolen moments, whispered schemes.
The teasing words, the mother’s care,
The love I thought would always be there.

I left it all in just one breath,
And drowned myself in living death.

Yes... I broke my pen.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2025

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Kendrick Avatar
March 21, 2025 at 3:05 PM
Creative winning work. I am glad that I chose it to read today. Congratulations on it being on the winners' list. Way to go. Sara K
Zadey  Avatar
March 23, 2025 at 7:26 AM
Thank you so much, Sara! Your kind words truly mean a lot to me. I’m thrilled to be on the winners' list and grateful that you took the time to read my work. Your support makes this accomplishment even more special!
Lane Avatar
March 18, 2025 at 2:56 PM
Excellent poetic lines, "What’s a body but mere disguise, When pain and sorrow fill the eyes?" I've read a few of your poems, and if you've written from a personal view, I'm sorry you your love was not returned. Writing about it can be cathartic. It was for me. ;-)
Zadey  Avatar
March 19, 2025 at 11:48 AM
Thank you for your kind words and for understanding the cathartic power of poetry! Writing has always been a way to transform pain into something meaningful.
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