The Darkness In Her Dungeon
Darkness in Her Dungeon
No morning no bright sun
Just nuns all around
To recite bright light
For my freedom from
Fear and feeling off
But I would despise
In the outside those eyes
A black bundle in swirl
A hostile world looming
All conspiring to harm
I was hospitalized
Vacuum was deeper
Medicines and sessions
Friendly talk therapy
Seemed machinations
Always a captive in self -cell
Morose mind in the tea cup
Go back go back to bed
The world is your enemy
Shouts someone from inside
Mind always sees gray only
Thoughts say nurture them
Worms in the pomegranate
Flaws in the close friends
The bird calling is an ill omen
Under the skin of things
Runs hopelessness
Even amidst a crowd of people
A haunting helplessness
All the leaves shudder
The tree is so alone and hollow
It doesn’t provide shadow
It avoids sunlight and wind
No whisper no rustling
Moon is devoid of light
The sadness feeling trickles
As days pass it is hemorrhage
Stains and pains in tissues
I am just worthless to all
No point in looking for tomorrow
None to discuss with and share
Whether at home or outside
None would like to listen
Boredom and despondency
Gray after gray after gray
So even if you think a way out
It doesn't work, it's my destiny
To disappear into my psycho cell
Walls coming closer to me
Painful paucity of light making sick
Shadows of nightfall more sombre
In the morning as I go out
Panic and anxiety send me back
To my bed where there is no bed
Had there been I would have enjoyed rest
Nothing brings happiness
Crying a lot for what I don’t know
Cannot make simple decisions
I seek light though
None to light a candle I know
Ice in the smiling muscles
Nice he is but I am not sure if I love him
No advice I like from him
My husband, he is at a loss
Can anyone shed some light
No I’ll never go out
Everybody would point at me
The cheat the liar the idiot
Unbelievable astonishing
This dungeon is very safe
The other day a doctor
Came with a torch
He prescribed antidepressants
I have been taking
I know these are poison
But I have started brushing my teeth
Do have time for a shower
Fried potato tasted good last night
Still the dungeon calls
Will the doctor come again with the torch
He has asked me to prune
The lemon trees in the garden
Read the first page of newspaper
Write in four lines how I feel
He will again direct the torch inside me
But what for I don’t know
Has he found something deep down the throat
Will the morning be buoyant tomorrow
The doctor says so
Do you know
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Written on 14/09/2017
For the Contest: In The Dark
Hosted by : Russell Sivey
Copyright © Probir Gupta | Year Posted 2017
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