The Chronicles of a Dying Man

The Chronicles Of A Dying Man 

From an immaculate birth
When the whole world smiled, 
Midst celebration and mirth 
And emotions running wild, 
So, how on earth 
Was I an unwanted child? 

I was a perfect baby;
Full of love and potential, 
To my mother, no lady, 
No more than consequential, 
Maybe, just maybe, 
I would prove non-essential.

So as a growing boy
I tried hard, as expected
And learned many a ploy
To be accepted 
But like my old broken toys
I was destined to be rejected.

As a young man, withdrawn,
Suffering a world and its taunting, 
All the bullying and scorn 
In my mind, still haunting, 
And every new dawn 
Became ever more daunting.

And through middle age I strode 
From mistake to mistake, 
So many forks in the road 
But the wrong ones I would take,
Where my mind would explode
Leaving crisis in its wake. 

As an aging man I wept 
For every love lost and regret, 
For the memories never kept 
Of the people I had met, 
Becoming ever more inept 
And, in my ways, I was set. 

Now dying, my breath
On borrowed skin and bone, 
Repays what is left 
Of a life I never owned, 
To an immaculate death 
Where I will never be alone. 

© RJVHorton2015
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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