Thank you to make me aware of it

I found him interesting, I won't lie. But it's a habit me being interested in all things people do. It might be I already knew and tried to push it away. Either way I had other stress to Deal with. But when I showed my big sister the pictures I took from my work, She looked at me with those eyes saying: ,,Does he has any impact on you?" By not even saying anything. Somehhow I already knew And said: ,,no" While I smiled. Forcing to not didn't help. Little ecounters like when he decided to throw his trash in my trashcan and not in his friends, (Even though he might just did it because I was much more near), And him playing with his class and the Ball rolling through my legs him saying something like it went through my legs just made me a lil happy. Even though I didn't say anything, Even though I didn't reacted at all, Even though I didn't made eye comtact with him at all. I am thankful my sister pointed that out. Because being aware of being inlove I know what to do when and what not, And just out of nowhere will rush things. Even though not even days passed after that heartbreak, I don't feel bad for myself trying to find some peace. Maybe something will heal inside of me while my heart flatters a little. Nothing will happen, since I won't speak any words or do any actions, right? I'll just stand there crushing and hiding into places so I don't need to see him often, if jelousy or other things might occur. I feel for the first time, not falling because of my foot.