Ten Years Later

ten years later still missing her i pick the most beautiful flowers pink and green representation i erase a small quadrilateral of the world so i can spend some time with you in those moments, it is so perfectly quiet in my head, there is not even a hint of a riot i converse with you in a vibe so still and just reflect man....ten years later....life itself is just not the same she made it seem that way despite the inevitable changes without her i am sometimes lost without her i am left confused at times not knowing what to do what gets me through is knowing that she is watching right there with God i wonder if she is proud of me now instead of disappointed no matter what the answer may be, my love for her blooms brightly with monumental maturation....