Tears

I sit here alone in my room Crying… Crying away the pain The pain that I’ve had inside for years Every day of my life Someone says something and again I feel like crying For the past four years There hasn’t been a week That I hadn’t cried at least once The pain that I’ve had all cooped up inside Is out and here to stay I’ve let all of this run past me all these years Now it has caught up with me Most of my family is the same way One thing is that I don’t think They could imagine the pain they are putting me through Every comment that comes out of their mouth I don’t think they know how much it effects me And for my little brothers To follow in their footsteps This is the worst thing to imagine Your little brother calling you “FAT” “UGLY” “FATSO” “COW” Every time I think about this I’m in tears.. Right now I feel like quitting I feel like I should just stop trying And that I’ll never succeed But in my heart, I know that there’s a better solution When I finally leave from here My pain will go away And hopefully be gone forever