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Teachers Conference the FBI and me

There was no easy day going under cover 
with four kids riding along with the FBI supervisor 
I was just a young mother of four actually expecting 
again seven months pregnant the FBI installed wires 
on my unborn baby I was given a pager to place in my 
pocket I was quite nervous this day morning sickness 
first day if school and we had to complete the job 
investigation into dirty officers selling drugs trading 
riot gear to stand off with the FBI and kill confidential 
human sources meaning me as I approach the hostage

situation I was greeted by a junk sick officer afraid of 
losing he badge pension for being corrupt he tells me right
away you can't leave out without testing the product even 
though I was with child he lead me to the king pin drug lord 
who was actually cooking eggs with a 44 magnum over to my 
left two more dealers filling a bath of lime to dissolve drugs 
and human flesh the killer approaches when his walkie talkie 
sounded from the police department corruption warning 

the drug dealers informants are inside meaning me 
my eyes were so big and brown he pulls my blouse forced
me to look out the window on a stand was an assault rifle 
he looks out and spots the female agent who installed the 
wires on my belly my face dropped he said do you know her 
I response by swallowing he points the 44 magnum to my 
head and said you know her is she vice my heart sank the 
walkie-talkie sounded again the dealer said so you do know
 
her she was at a stop light three schools were letting out 
a high school a middle school and an elementary school 
staff crossing guards parents everywhere behind her was 
the IRS thereto recover marked money a tear stuck on my
cheek the rifle pointed right at her head a red dot on her 
ponytail that's when I heard my children in the supervisor car 
singing my girl I guess you say what can make me feel this way  
my girl  I swallowed fear and shouted yes I know her she's my
 
daughters teacher there's a conference I need to hurry his  pupils 
covered his eyes fear sank to my chest he then slams the 44 
magnum in my mouth and said I'm not going back to prison 
do you hear me my lips trembled stuck to the chrome blood in 
the corner of my mouth I  said she's  my daughters teacher 
he believed me and said I could leave out the dirty officers 
led me downstairs we took lot's of drugs off the streets 
and a shipment of weapons headed to the gangs in Chicago 

Milwaukee looking back now my panic attacks are quite poetic 
watching the war on weapons and drugs three decades later 
evolved In front of my townhome in Tampa corrupt officers 
niece gathered the dealers killers released from prison early
a monsters ball breaking in my home snatching my poetry 
threatening my life leading an assassins to my door right 
in front of my children God's goodness covered me with this 
divine purpose from glen to glen and down the mountainside
 
rather here or in shadow I was anointed with the blood of Jesus 
the holy day we celebrated the assumption of Mary 8-14-2003 
I survived my own assassination unlike Martin Luther King Jr.
Mr. Little Emmitt Till or Fred Hampton I survived to tell 
my story awareness healing comforting coping  broken 
emotionally severe panic PTSD and yet I  survived a team 
of gang leaders an arson murderer of nine his corrupt officers 
Mexican Jamaican drug lords actually still running the ongoing 

drugs weapons operation only I'd retired suffering in hiding 
desperate I contacted the Federal Bureau of Investigations 
of Chicago Milwaukee dire need knowing I'd convict terrorist 
plotting to blow up the Chicago transit system and government 
buildings from Libya dealers from the middle east trading 
weapons and drugs for food stamps and WIC coupons 
in Milwaukee while witnessing a murder and now they 
were out for blood my blood my heart raising feet pacing 

as justice cried the angels sighed as night crawled under 
day stirring up so much strife the beast lie in his nature
women wear the crown of scabs the scales balanced 
why is the land crying sending the sound to only Jesus 
as Allah scream the sigh of pain Mary kneel in the corner 
weeping as Jah swallowed the Lions soul the beast slid 
on his belly there should be goodness in truth secrets 
shall not be kelp because no one noticed when Jesus welp 
I feel blessed God's glory all praise how many lives were saved 
while all the school flags were raised liberty was at stake 
the day the bells rang during corrupt police officers lunch break

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Date: 2/29/2024 9:23:00 AM
Dear Yolanda, This is a gripping account of courage and sacrifice in facing danger. Your bravery and determination shine through as you navigate perilous situations with your unborn child and family at stake. Your vivid storytelling captures the intensity of the moment and the profound impact of your actions on the greater good. Thank you for sharing your powerful story of survival and resilience. - Blessings, Daniel
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Yolanda Nicholsen
Date: 2/29/2024 12:39:00 PM
Thank you so much for your kindness this one bellowed out from a sorrowful place I'm so blessed to be here as I embrace so many law enforcement fbi agents surviving going under cover there is no absolutely no right or wrong way to survive God bless America .
Date: 2/19/2024 7:57:00 AM
Wow, a poignant and imaginative telling of your experiences Yolanda. Blessings and hugs. :)
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Yolanda Nicholsen
Date: 2/21/2024 3:15:00 PM
Thank you for your kindness many blessings sending hugs.
Date: 2/13/2024 2:12:00 PM
Yolanda, this is an interesting, beautifully written story, with lots of adventures. Thanks for sharing.
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Yolanda Nicholsen
Date: 2/14/2024 8:27:00 PM
Thank you for your kindness many blessings.
Date: 2/13/2024 12:54:00 PM
My goodness. This isn't for real, is it? I mean, they say truth is stranger than fiction, so it's always possible this happened to you. What a story!!
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Yolanda Nicholsen
Date: 2/14/2024 1:39:00 AM
Indeed my friend this is Very Truth non fictional write I can still hear my fetus heart beat still humming my girl everyday Thank you for your kindness many blessings.

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