Taylor swift deluxe version

i needed to step where i could fall my life is just misery i don't want to crawl missed it too much i needed to live where i can face people who're not innocent maybe it's him he can change but can he? maybe it's her she wanted me to die maybe? all of my muses lost in the blank pages thanks to taylor swift who saved me from jumping needed something in life to achieve and show it all of my cousins and brothers are winning and here i'm barely surviving my mother says "are you out of your mind?" do this or i'm not your mother my father says "never underestimate yourself " just study hard and you'll pass with flying colours i just felt dying inside whom should i hear whom should i not or should i jump? who i am ? what is this place? where people in our own blood wants to fake smiles but thanks taylor swift you saved me that day where i was going to end at all thinking barely could live where in my school get to bullied alot cause i think different declared that i'm weak in studies who can't acheive his dreams cause he wants to fly in colours not in mathematical grey thanks to taylor swift your songs made me okay in 9th grade