T El L John Staples It I S Not a S Uici De Lte Ter I Jus T S Uff Er B Ad Mental Health

I would love a life of death I would like to slit my throat and kill myself Take a razor and sharpen my neck But I would not want that for you Ye who lives with regret I will reserve for you the boring death With a bed, some family and a bad health But for me it will be a glorious death The world is my canvas it's time to paint it Red But first I must imagine of success And money and fame And when I still want to die maybe I will get a hang of it just to have a clean casket instead I have imagined of success And John Staples my stranger friend Living with a lot of pain regret and Jail L.S.D,,cocaine ,cannabis just to take of the edge Doing whatever it takes to stay just slightly insane Unacceptable but do able levels of sane Lost in his loss and some weird status updates About the death of Ramone and why he wishes Dead Donald trump and how orange hates black men Legitimate reasons to book the cruel space But Hang on John Life is a strong enough thread to kill you instead I would still love a life of death Even after a life of massive success If life is a show I owe all a great bow off the stage One drunken night to end all the absurd poems and complains Finally, the meaning of life written on my grave I am not dead till you forget in stone engrave I am just done with this mess with less love than the hate And more pains than the smile on my face A healthy brain suffering bad mental health Tell John Staples it's not suicide if life will leave you dead But he owes it to my memory to see it through to the end Sichach Moses