Swimming All Over Me

My friend is gone No love in sight My friend is gone Now I'm alone I'm not alright My heart ripped right out of chest My soul taken with no regret My pain is swimming all over me Until its hard to breathe Its getting harder to sleep My chest is burning My hands are shaking I just want to take off running Run into the sun light Because maybe just maybe It's better on the other side But my babies Who's going to make sure their alright I can't leave them It wouldn't be fair I can't leave them But its not fair Its not fair that I'm in pain Holding on to the pain since 2016 2017 got even worse Now I'm holding to that pain of course Furious with anger My friend is gone No love in sight My friend is gone Now I'm alone I'm not alright My heart ripped out my chest My soul taken with no regret My pain is swimming all over me Until its hard to breathe