Sweet Child Pt-2

I want to stay. So I'm going to ask. I've been thinking alot about you and about this. And I've finally found some answers that make sense. See, I'm broken in my head. I was left unable to bond due to a disorder called DID. I can't love people or have relationships. I can barely sustain or understand my own feelings. But around you I feel emotions and a bond that I'm not supposed to have. Maybe I'm healing. Maybe its the world's way of saying its time for me to fix myself. I'm not really sure. But I know in my heart what I feel is real because once upon a time I could feel these things. And now their coming back to me. Now there coming back because I met you. Your special baby girl, you really are and I'm thankful I know these things now. I'm ever so grateful I met you and can feel what its like to care for someone. It's scary, but its also the most beautiful thing in the world. And if I'm allowed to I'll take care of you, protect you, and love you for as long as I'm alive.