Suicidal Poem

I'd very much like to be excluded Don't want to be part of your identity Never see myself growing with you For you are worse than an enemy Whipping your own blood and flesh Battling with wounds every single day My screams are coated with tapes As you dress me the best fear of all Can hardly escape to these handcuffs No emergency call to ask for rescue For you have no mercy on me That you even lock me out in my own room Could not build my love and trust Hatred and loneliness conquers my soul I might be numb in every torture But deep inside is more likely abused My body is weary and need an understanding Don't know when is pain going to end For I'd like to take this life Before he'll realize that he loses his child again LeiStrauss2017